What I Want To Do In The Future

Before i get into 'what I want to do in the future', I'm going to tell my strengths/pros weakness/cons.

Strengths:

• I believe God always got a plan for me
• I am a hard working person when I am passionate about something
• No matter how bad I'm having a mental breakdown, I always find myself at the top again

Weakness:

• I often feel very insecure
• I can't feel confident when I'm around other people
• I am sensitive
• I am emotionally unstable

So I'm still very confused what major i will take in uni because i haven't make up my mind yet. I used to love designing clothes. A long time ago I wanted to be a fashion designer. I remember I have this little sketch book that was filled with my designs of dresses, shirts, skirts and many many more. I remember I bought this really expensive book about fashion design-I still have it though. And i remember I bought this tiny manequin and you can dress the manequin and buy the fabric and stuff. I legit thought that I'm going to be a really famous fashion designer from Indonesia. But as time goes on, I focused more on my education in school. I just gave up on thay dream. So now, when people ask me "what do you want to be?" Or "what major will you take?" Or "what do you see yourself in 10 years later?" I just lied to them. I sometimes tell them that I want to be a doctor, a lecturer. But i still don't know what I'm going to be. I hope i will, someday, know what I want to do. What I'm passionate about. But there is one dream that I still want to pursue. That is: build a school in a very small village. Maybe someday, after getting married, Insyallah, it will come true.